Love for a time alone!!!

Loneliness was my bestie since then....

When my friends had siblings,they isolated me for their victory.
My cousin's thought I didn't had anyone,so they can taunt me enough..

It was my mom,who stood beside me always...
Who taught me to be strong,
Who made me to fight against,
Who made me to stand for what I want...

I was strictly following.
I grown up bold.
I wasn't caring about anything...

But still, I feel something missing in my life..
A sibling to care for me,
Who thinks of my well being,
Or
Is it that missing because I am a girl..

Girls are always someone who needs to sacrifice everything,
For the so called customs in our country.
Marriage makes them to stand apart from their parents,
To be a guest to their home,
Their hometown is not their hometown anymore,
Their beliefs doesn't even exists.
However modern the world will be ,
Girls are always meant to be patient, innocent and down to earth.


Sometimes, I love to be alone.
So that I can think myself,
Who am I ,what should I do,
What is my mission.....

But still isolation hurts a lot....
A lot.....